Hi there, long time no talk! Last week was a bit insane between work and preparing to move into my new apartment. I needed a break from the blog and social media in general; I simply cannot focus on too much at once anymore.
I moved into the apartment on Saturday and spent the day unpacking and organizing, and finishing putting together some furniture. I was completely overwhelmed and exhausted by the end of the day that I cried myself to sleep. I've moved so much in my life but living alone is new to me - even in college I had my roommates, I was never completely alone, so it's a new feeling.
My mom is literally a few steps away (I'm in the lower apartment level of our house with it's own entrance) but I couldn't help but feel so alone and out of place during my first night. Even with all my furniture and stuff around me, it didn't feel like home. I've never felt like that before but that's probably because I've always been with my family in a new place.
It's a complicated emotion that I don't even know if I can properly put into words. It's something I probably need to work out in therapy.
Right now, it's Sunday, I'm sitting in my mom's house, watching Twilight and soaking up the air conditioning (that's another reason I'm out of sorts - I'm trying to figure out the air conditioning situation in my apartment and can't seem to get the temperature right for my hot blooded ways).
I'm going to try to rest for most of the day and then do some more unpacking and organizing. Expect a lot of home content everywhere you follow me. I'm finally entering a different era of nicheness!
For now, let's go through some little things I've been loving...
xoxo
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