It's been a really odd few weeks for me as I've highlighted over the course of my last few Royal Round Up Posts. To be honest, I'm not sure what's happening but I haven't been ok and it's starting to scare me. I obviously haven't blogged in over a week which is unlike me, because I didn't feel like blogging. I have zero motivation or ambition, I just didn't want to do anything.
Ever since I started new anxiety medication a few weeks ago, I haven't felt like myself. Sure, I'm not depressed or exhausted but something inside me is not right and it's the worst feeling. It's hard to even put into words.
That aside, I'm also trying to get my life back together. I need to be more focused, eat better, work out more, set a routine, and get out of my own head. I need to be who I was years ago because I liked her. It's a lot of internal work that I realized, today, I have to work on. It feels like I say this a lot, that I'm changing my life, working on myself but sometimes you have to reach a breaking point and I think I finally did.
It also goes to say that it's normal to feel this way, especially in the middle of a global pandemic and things are really tense across the nation. It's normal to feel like you don't know what's going to happen or who you're going to be. It makes sense when you think about it.
Now that I have said my piece, let's get back into the swing of things.
Pink Positivity of the Week
Links I Loved
- The Best Etsy Finds for Fall Home Decor
- Where did sleepover movies go?? (This article, as a millennial, made me very sad)
- Are our masks affecting our eyes?
- Why are sleep and rest two different things?
- Fall book releases you need to read
- Harry and Meghan are teaming up with Netflix and quite frankly, I'm excited
- Calming nail colors to wear this fall season
What I Bought This Week
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